tired manns.
was so determined to get a job, if they still need me at gloryland
but i see today's meeting its like:
"... zzzz"
its like, ok here it goes again. (am listening to 1973) lols.
the floodgates of projs are creaking open..

its been a crazy day.
bb lect, then lam tut.
finished at 12. so tinking we got a lot of time (1.5 hrs),
headed down to peninsula plaza to get the smm text.
till now still duno wheres the black magic shop louis wanted to show me n fee tt time. lol.
and realise its alrdy 1. and we've got meeting at 0130. terrific.
so cabbed baq. and was 5 mins late.

and the meeeeeeeting ended jus in time for lecture.
and so. lol.
we packed bee hoon into lt73 last row. nvm.
lecturer say show 35mins video. happy! can eat in peace!
but she off ALL the lights. zai.
and so, handphone-light lunch. hurrrr.

ok. i've got nth tml after sch. bored.
squash? gym? home?

ok im so freaakkkking tired.
even thou i DIDNT watch the match last nite.
(but still slept at 2+ cos was too pissed and hafta watch movie to redirect the anger)
why?
because at 11++ dad came in and said:
"eh sorry la. dont watch alrdy. tml needa wake up early"
"why? i oso needa wake up early wad"
"i needa fetch bro to sch, so needa slp"
like totally.. ARGHHH.
so freaking pissed la.
and was damn ARGHHH when clift's reply to my 'wad score' sms was:
"1-1. jus only.."zzzzzzzzzzz

and the first ting i heard tis morning when i stepped into can 1 was:
"eh last nite the match, gerard blah blah"
ARHHHHH!!!!
amd morning dad still say, in the end i last nite 2+ then slp.
like ... zzz ok.

but then again, thinking baq,
like quite dumb. like angry for wad?
and hes not in a very good mood. and im still pondering abt my finances.
and deciding if i shld go work.

mayb partly becos of today's haagen-turn-dinner-turn-shopping-dinner-haagen trip (aka simple-hollandv trip-turn-vivo) with bel, after driving.
and now my acc is P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C.
see alrdy oso feel like crying.

and driving.
man, damn demoralised.
dear instructor say unless i dare to look far, i shall nv improve.
:((

f.

alrights, a break frm stupid bb tut.

met up w beng and yeeth ystd
roamed town; under the hot sun perfect for tanning / BLADING
all becos of beng say wad sun strong he weak, otherwise we would most prob be burnt! TSK.



ko-ed after man u match.
after a cup of tea in sch, and that passion tea @ Coffee Club.
am surprised.

and today, yee came n squash.
finally, can return her racquet.
after one yr plus, its finally going home. lols.
and i suddenly realise this weekend, i've been slacking too much tis week!
tsktsk.


OK! i've got one half hrs to finish my tut b4 the liver & arse match.
woohoooo.

and so, ystd i was being a nanny for my bro and a housewife too.

and all the instructions for the day from mom:


completely filled by her words okkkk.
instructions for both lunch and dinner.
guess it was all ok except for the rice.
lols.

anw, zz's post really reminded me on a lot of stuff.
memories and all.
the stupid, big and clean chalets we've had. unforgettable man.


and the crazy kbox sessions we've had.


i duno say how many times wana go baq MS kbox but nv did since ame's bday a yr ago. ):
and i rmber awww-ing at zz's post after one chalet cos his last sentence was : "i love my class"
HAHHAHA.
but, me too. (:

and pssst, i jus heard a JUICY gossip frm JASMINE.
HOT OFF THE PRESSSSS. LOL.
(siao, duno high wad. -.-)

finally squashed. finally finally.
jus let coach feed for like 5 intensive mins enough liao. hahaha.

anw b4 that. met the emo-ing-at-grandstand ckwl for movie at vivo.
cos we've both nv watched at vivo b4. tsktsk.
anw the show.. all i can say is:
at least i didnt spend like 60% of the time covering my eyes with my phone like i did for 'hide & seek' lols.
but its like 'huh huh huh' thru out.
and clift's stomach going 'growl growl growl' HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

the bus journey baq on 61 quite stupid. lols.
cos i was super convinced that i rmber yee say 61 got go bugis.
and smore the stupid vivo bus stop write till thats the first stop of the route.
so when it reach holland v we were like PHEWWWW.
in the end, it only took like half hr to reach sch. woots.
possible haunt for tues' 2 hrs break!

on the way to bus stop clift was like 'im gg to step on any snails i see'
was like fffff. dun remind me of the show! lucky no nightmare last nite.
was freaking tired. duno y.

and jus came baq frm driving.
tsk, was late. stupid 176.. 1045 then arrive.
zzz.

at least today felt more like a normal school day,
the past week was like damn slack. 1pm go home kind.










`BB lecture was pretty boring u see. and its VGA! haha.














`with sheeeena!

anw, had 2.5 hours break today.
went market for lunch.
walked baq and played bball.
hahhahaha. nice man.
weather's abit sunny and windy. (:





























`the preeeeety sky.

driving was interesting today.
cos went test routes.
and for once, felt really like a driver.
otherwise like jus a go kart rider, round and round.
and seriously, jus imagine:
you driving and someone on a bike comes and disturb u.
imagine. HAHAHAHAH.

and why is romantic princess ep 6 not out yet.
i wana see wu zunnnnnnnn~



It starts in my toes, and I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes I always know
That you make me smile, please stay for a while now
Just take your time, wherever you go

last nite, sad to say, was the biggest chang mian i've ever seen.
- 60+ tables
- 11 per table
- shangrila hotel, island ballroom
- $200 4-course meal
- big shots of the advertising world
- 'trophies' that cost $800-$1000 frm RISIS per piece
- diana ser

and even me the meagre stage assistant got to feel like a princess for half hr;
cos theres a makeup artiste and hair stylist. woots man. lol.
and so, i've got a free makeover thou it made me look 10 freaking yrs older.
and someone even said my dad, who was coming to pick me up, would jus zoom by me.
cos he wont recognise me. -.-.

the first time when i was to go up onstage and pass the 50k cheque,
i almost past to the wrong person la! like wtf. and was shivering.
and the first few prizes, wa ultimate.
i was shaking so much i scared those sitting at the edge of the ballroom oso can tell.
its been like 3+ yrs since i've been on stage laaa.
anw, after that was pretty ok.
althou some were quite rude to snatch the envelope frm me.
some senior vp of MediaCorp Sales and Marketing.

in conclusion, saatchi and saatchi won alot of categories.
and were the most high group with DDB or smth.
but was really tiring man. lucky wasnt alone.

i hereby swear that i shall never ask my dad to follow behind me when i drive again.
cos morning mom was suggesting that they shld fetch me to gombak.
of cos i was happy. haa.
and i even confidently ask me dad follow me awhile la.

and so, reached there too early.
so went roam and saw one silver mitsubishi but i was unsure issit my instructor's
cos the car plate behind is yellow.
and dad say its not cos only got driver. (shld hav lookalike oso ma)
in the end, is really my instructor's. lookalike too small. LOL! :X

anw, when i come out of the carpark already jerk like hell.
cos my legs were shivering la. ()(@*#)(@&)#@(*$
and got nagged my accelerator not good today. roar.
lucky at the end still ok.
and big u-turn is cool.
ok, lets hope nxt mon test routes!

OH, and its the gala dinner tml.
oh mann.. i dowan be on stageee.
wish i dun fall or smth.
tsk

i duno wad to feel.
not because smth happen to me, but ya.
i duno wad to feel.
because i noe it all depends.
but then again. ya.

since romantic princess is loading so freakkking slow, i shall blog.
and that hse is dream man. awwww~ just imagine.

ok anw, sch's starting tml.
last sem man, sad and fast.
this holiday's been good.
with driving and work and all.
BUT
regrets:
1) nv squash!
2) no decent shopping!
3) not enough wii! lols.
4) NO RETARDS OUTING. (thats like pfff!)

anw, new sem. more projs.
and our teachers are like the same for 3/5 modules.
even that CMK is still our tutor althou he said hes leaving. crap.
i dun blame him for giving me a C for IBS, i deserved it.
but i wont miss seeing him not in school. tsk.

today, last day at gloryland.
all was well till naptime.
they all gave my their farewell gifts: (in order of occurence)
1) sky vomitted his milk AND lunch
2) natasha peeed in her skirt
3) sky poo-ed in his pants
like @(#*@)(*%#)(*$ thansss.
so rushed out of the centre after lunch & bidding everyone goodbye,
and forgot to punch card. -.-

driving was fun today. high man.
cos did u-turn, already quite stress.
plus it rained like hell man.
high. lols.
nxt lesson shall be after xiao la jiao's!
hahaha.

and im loving my phone now.
loving it totally. ((:

i've been home for 3 freakkkkinnnngggg days. ah!
first day was fine, until i finished my peter james book. zzz.
second day(fri), went to sch for some uber short meeting. -.-
today, read some entertaining blog archives (LOL) and watched click. it still made me cry. aww.

and so, i shall NOT stay home tml.
muahah.
lets see if we can bust our concession feeeee! lols.

ohya, and my lovely pretty N76 shall only cost $338!!!! :)))
after a 100buck trade in my dear N7610. muaha.
all i needa do now is get my cover baq frm bro! muahahhaa.
(and contribute my $138 of cos. :X)

was reading the msges in the 'those ten' folders frm ahem.
was like.. damnnn long ago. i tot it was o6, i rmbered it was dec.
but no, it was o5. wow.
and i guess the other folder with 2 letters wont mean a ting anymore.
those i would've treasured more frm u were in the inbox.
and they're gone now.
come the day i trade in my phone, there'll no more traces of u.
not that there are any left now anw.

oh well.

` aww i miss u too jayvern!

i shall miss him for another 3 days.
mom dont let me go work tml.
there goes one blue note )):
and please dont let it be dengue.

the fact that i can blog now
means that i didnt go to work.
because im sick.. zzz.

anw cancelled my dear driving lesson for tml.
because of projs, it better be worth it man.

and i really mus nominate clift's blog for most entertaining blog award. lols.
but once in a while it makes sense oso. like whooaaaaa.
and yea its true. sometimes it jus feels that there's really a lack of direction and companionship.
and jasmine&i were jus talking abt singles and all ystd.
it just feels that theres no one to lean on, talk to and all.
but then again, having a special someone does hav its goods and bads.
(pros&cons sound too professional for tis heartfelt topic. lol)
at least you will have a goal but then again it comes with a potential price tag of heart break.



and i've been that fool b4.
typical.

28th sep (fri):

met up with bel after work.
and now, the other person on the line cant hear my voice already; dear phone is dyinggggg.
anw walked walked and headed to buy nail polish. lols.
and tt girl was a little high today, not that i mind ((:
and i was excitedly telling her abt the new fountain. but she knew abt it already. -.-
AND how it works too. TSSSSK.
settled down at the 'new' fountain. (i tink its only new me)
and got crazy with taking pics. LOLS. haven get the pics frm her yet. ahhaha.
and to drag for time (read on for reason), she painted my nails. like oook.
and promised to paint my toes after dinner.

headed to fish&co.
was telling her sure alot of ppl, and she was like ya loh ya loh.
BUT
we neednt join the queue outside fish&co.
because she asked me to look in. was like ??
in the end, its another surprise.
seb. haha. cooool.

after quite a lol dinner.
walked to esplanade. on the way she was soooo bz answering calls.
and even heard her :'you BITCH, BASTARD leh' at the receiver.
we were like: Oo?

settled down at the river side.
and i spotted the BITCH.
AFIZZUL.
and another surprise awaits.
still need me to close my eyes and walk. with my jacket covering my eyes. -.-
thans alll. and it was really HOT that nite ok! TSK.
ate 1/19 of the donuts cake and took pics and all.

took bus till panjang, but no more bus.
so bitch and gf walked me home ((:
and so, for once, the first min of my 19th yr on tis earth is spent with my frens.
hahaha. and had a crazy time laughing while walking.
thans thans!!

29th sep (sat):

stayed home till like 5 and left home.
bus-ed to town to meet rach, clift & jj.
had a budget dinner at cine foodcourt then ppl-watched.
proceeded to starbucks.
rach left & fee came.
after a bus ride, a wrong stop and a long walkk
arrived at HOME pub. was alrights.
had gin tonic and some asahi. but no effect leh.
compared to the tequila on the rocks at balcony.
haha. mark, jas & jj left at abt 1030.
and tts where the fun began. LOL.
thats for me, clift & fee to noe. hahahha.
anw left at 1plus and reached home b4 2.

cool bday tis yr man.



but the best present is yet to come.
muahahha.